To do something wild, just lose control once. I want him to think about me, and I want him to text me first. I want to stop thinking about him so much. I want to stop thinking so much, period. I want to be free, for once, without thinking of the consequences. I want to not be afraid of everything that has nothing to do with what I know. I want to step out of my comfort zone. I want to be able to say what I feel, as opposed to just writing it down. I want people to stop telling me I’m too nice. I want to stop cheering from the sidelines and actually get in the game. I wish this world were a big ocean because it is only then would I not be afraid to dive in.